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Japan, here i come!!!
Countdown: 5 days to Japan.
I cant really say I that i cant wait to leave S'pore for Japan. There are so many things left undone, especially the SL project. But at the same time, I really need a break, a long one.
I let myself get hurt time and again and I dont know why, but these days i tend to be more sensitive about the things i see and feel around me. For example, i easily get upset over a photo or get worked up over an innocuous remark directed at me. Of course i dont show it directly, but that is exactly how i feel deep inside.
The damage is already done and there isnt a single thing i can do about it. Somehow i am amazed how you can be so happy all the time yet i am dying on the inside. I dont blame you for the pain in me because i know you do not a single thing about it, so bring on the rain, bring on the pain, and bring on the thunder.
As i am writing this, msn seems to be poking fun of me, with you signing in every now and then, yet i am not able to talk to you. More like i dont want, cause i believe i have hurt enough. I really hope two weeks in Japan is really enough for me to forget about you. I let myself too deep into this and now i have to pay the price.
With you gone, i dont really have much of a replacement. Those days of endless conversations on msn are gone, and they are now replaced with short 5-10 min chats with random people. I dont think you know how much of an impact you have, but without you around, my world stops revolving.
I know you wouldnt feel a single thing. You are too busy with your life and all the people around you are already giving you the attention you need. I on the otherhand, have not many close friends that i can confide to, so let me rot down here while you enjoy yet another vertex in your life. I keep asking why must such things happen to me and the people around me, but i dont seem to be able to get an answer for this.
Japan, i really need you now. Wash away all my troubles and bring on the fun. I dont want to hurt anymore, so show me the real meaning of life.
I cant really say I that i cant wait to leave S'pore for Japan. There are so many things left undone, especially the SL project. But at the same time, I really need a break, a long one.
I let myself get hurt time and again and I dont know why, but these days i tend to be more sensitive about the things i see and feel around me. For example, i easily get upset over a photo or get worked up over an innocuous remark directed at me. Of course i dont show it directly, but that is exactly how i feel deep inside.
The damage is already done and there isnt a single thing i can do about it. Somehow i am amazed how you can be so happy all the time yet i am dying on the inside. I dont blame you for the pain in me because i know you do not a single thing about it, so bring on the rain, bring on the pain, and bring on the thunder.
As i am writing this, msn seems to be poking fun of me, with you signing in every now and then, yet i am not able to talk to you. More like i dont want, cause i believe i have hurt enough. I really hope two weeks in Japan is really enough for me to forget about you. I let myself too deep into this and now i have to pay the price.
With you gone, i dont really have much of a replacement. Those days of endless conversations on msn are gone, and they are now replaced with short 5-10 min chats with random people. I dont think you know how much of an impact you have, but without you around, my world stops revolving.
I know you wouldnt feel a single thing. You are too busy with your life and all the people around you are already giving you the attention you need. I on the otherhand, have not many close friends that i can confide to, so let me rot down here while you enjoy yet another vertex in your life. I keep asking why must such things happen to me and the people around me, but i dont seem to be able to get an answer for this.
Japan, i really need you now. Wash away all my troubles and bring on the fun. I dont want to hurt anymore, so show me the real meaning of life.
Enjoy Japan!